New Yr? How did u spend urs?

I spent mine cleaning the sink in the kitchen. I wasn't in much mood for celebrations. I was feeling quite down about 2005, well mostly about my Mum. Hard to believe she's really gone but occasionally it hits me and I understand she won't be there in 2006. Well, she's in heaven with Jesus but you know what I mean.

I feel a bit better now. I think I was tired last night. I can't decide about going to church this morning. I find it hard to go with David as I spend my whole time looking after him and no time on God. Makes me wonder, what's the point in going? Well today I will go anyway and see...